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| 2009 年 11 月 9 日 星期一 【晴】
 昨天弄傷頸患…
痛至極限…
現在上床起床也要找人抬…
各位…
也請不要引我笑…
我真是苦阿！
誰能救我脫離這取死的身體呢﹖ 這個動作我已做不到了… 
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| 2009 年 9 月 9 日 星期三 【晴】
我不想讓你離開
要像雅各般把你抓緊
直到您祝福臨到我生命
我等候 我相信
要聽見你聲
要看見你的道路
要你的恩膏
【主雖然以艱難給你當餅，以困苦給你當水，你的教師卻不再隱藏，你眼必看見你的教師。你或向左或向右，你必聽見後邊有聲音說：“這是正路，要行在其間。】以賽亞書30:20
Deitrick Haddon - Don't Wanna Let You Go
Yes, yes
There comes a point in your life
When you have to come to grips with yourself
And say just like Jacob
That 'I won't let go until you bless my soul'
N-now it took some time to get to place in your life
And I don't know about you but I refuse to allow God's presence to come in and leave without a blessing
My, my, my, my
And leave without a new anointing
You need to say this with me
Come on
Now that you're here
I don't wanna let you go
I don't wanna let you go, no
I don't wanna let you go
No-o Lord
Now that you're here
I don't wanna let you go-o-o
I just can't wanna let you go (Ooooo, no)
No, no-o-o
Now that your presence is here
I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna)
I don't wanna let you go (Oh-o-o-ohhh No)
Oh no
I'm in love with you Jesus, said I
I don't wanna let you go (I-I-I-I-I)
I don't wanna let you go (Can you just wait one minute)
I don't wanna let you go (Don't go please, no)
I'll just stay here
In your arms forever (Forever)
As the seasons and days go by (Let 'em go by)
I'll just stay right here
In your presence forever
As the seasons (The seasons)
And the days (The days)
Days go by (Oooooooooo)
Heyyyyyyyyyy
Now that you're here
I don't wanna let you go (I ain't gonna let you go)
I don't wanna let you go (It took a long time)
I don't wanna let you go (I'll pray all night long)
Oh no
Whatever it takes, Lord
I don't wanna let you go (I'll do it, I'll do it)
I don't wanna let you go (And just like Jacob, I won't let go)
I don't wanna let you go ('Til you bless my soul, Jesus)
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go (Hey, hey)
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go (Whoo)
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna (Hey)
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna (Hey)
I don't wanna let you go, don't wanna let you go
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go (No-o-o)
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go-o (Hey)
I don't wanna let you go, I don't wanna let you go (Sing it with me)
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna (Yeah, hee, oh yeah)
I don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna
Oooo ooo ooo oo oo
I'll just stay right here (Oh-o)
Oh-o-o-o-o
Right here
I ain't going nowhere (Hallelujah)
I ain't going nowhere
I will just stay right here
In your presence forever
As the seasons (Seasons)
And days (Days)
Go (Go By)
I don't wanna let you go
I don't wanna let you go
I don't wanna let you go
For in your presence
There is fullness of joy
In your presence
There is fullness of joy
In your presence (Come on, come on)
I feel so secure
In your presence
Ooo-oo-oh-o-o-o-oh
All you need is God's presence
You've been trying to do it on your own
But, let his anointing cover you
And let his glory cover you
In your presence
I feel so much love
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| 近來實在太令人沮喪了 就像今天
辛苦由老遠搬回家的電腦檯
滿頭大汗去安裝
結果電腦就壞了 感情的失落
用心用愛的服事
爸爸的病
自己的身體
還有…
那四年前神叫我追尋的一個夢
我真的一直也在努力
甚至對自己所做的不懷疑 那現在呢？ 有種感覺叫做"零"
類似…………
我不幹了
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| 2009 年 8 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】
 這首歌
令我想起一些離開了的朋友和親人
也許有些我們再不能見面
有的在盼望的永恆中
看著照片慨歎曾經在短暫的人生中相遇
轉眼又要分離
生命是什麼呢﹖
我們原來是一片雲霧
出現少時就不見了…
這是一首翻唱的曲
獻給失去生命中摯愛的你
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
這是獻給這些，失去生命中摯愛的人的歌曲
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
比如說你最好的朋友，你的小寶貝，或是你親密的另一半
Put your hand way up high
請高高舉起你的手
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
因為我們再也沒有機會和他們說再見了
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
各位媽媽，爸爸，姐妹，兄弟，朋友還有親戚
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
這首歌獻給…那些失去了祖母的人們
Lift your head to the sky
抬頭看看天空吧
‘Cause we will never say bye
因為我們再也沒有機會和他們說再見了
As a child there were them times
孩子們有他們的時間和世界
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
我一直沒有過，但你養我長大
(指的是瑪麗亞的生父Alfred)
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
小時的我不懂事，不懂你為何總不表達出來
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
現在想對你說的話那僅只於一句「我想你」
But when we talked to
但當我們談到
All them grown folk things
家人間的事
Separation brings
讓我們分離
(瑪麗亞‧凱莉三歲時父母離婚)
You never let me know it
你從來不讓我知道這些
You never let it show because
你從來不讓他表現出來
You loved me and obviously
因為你愛我 且顯然
There's so much more left to say
還有太多說不出口的話
If you were with me today face to face
如果你今天還在我身邊 能面對面交談 多好
I never knew I could hurt like this
從不知道失去親人會如此的痛
And everyday life goes on like
每天都…
I wish I could talk to you for a while (bye)
希望還能和你說說話，哪怕只有一會兒
I wish I could find a way try not to cry (bye)
希望能找到不讓自己哭出來的方法
(A~)
As time goes by
隨著時間過去
And soon as you reach a better place
我知道 你已經去了一個更好的地方
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face (bye)
我願意以全世界 換得見你一面
And I’m bragging right here next to you (bye)
且大聲誇耀你在我身邊
It feels like you're gone too soon (bye)
但總覺你離開得太快
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
現在才發現說再見是如此困難
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got a chance to see how good I done
你再也沒有機會 看見我有多棒
And you never got to see me back at number one
你再也看不到 我重登排行冠軍
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
我希望你現在就在這裡 和我一起慶祝
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
我希望我們還可以一起 共度那些美好的假日
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
我還記得 小時候 夜裡你會幫我蓋好棉被
With the teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight
抱著你給我的泰迪熊 緊擁入眠
I thought you were so strong
我一直以為你很強壯
You'd make it through whatever
足夠撐過那些病痛
(後來她父親得癌症病逝)
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
現在叫人怎麼接受 你永遠離開我的事實
I never knew I could hurt like this
從不知道失去親人會如此的痛
And everyday life goes on like
每天都…
I wish I could talk to you for a while (bye)
希望還能和你說說話，哪怕只有一會兒
I wish I could find a way try not to cry (bye)
希望能找到不讓自己哭出來的方法
As time goes by
隨著時間過去
And soon as you reach a better place
我知道 你已經去了一個更好的地方
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face (bye)
我願意以全世界 換得見你一面
And I’m bragging right here next to you (bye)
且大聲誇耀你在我身邊
It feels like you're gone too soon (bye)
但總覺你離開得太快
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
現在才發現說再見是如此困難
Is say bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye (hardest thing to say)
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
這首歌是獻給這些，失去生命中摯愛的人
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
比如說你最好的朋友，你的小寶貝，或是你親密的另一半
Put your hand way up high
請高舉起你的手
‘Cause we will never say bye (no, no, no)
因為我們再也沒有機會和他們說再見了
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
各位媽媽，爸爸，姐妹，兄弟，朋友還有親戚
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
這首歌獻給…那些失去了祖父的人們
Lift your head to the sky
抬頭看看天空吧
We will never say bye
我們再也沒有機會和他們說再見了
I never knew I could hurt like this (I never knew it)
從不知道失去親人會如此的痛 (從不知道)
And everyday life goes on like (everyday of my life I wish)
每天都… (每天都希望)
I wish I could talk to you for a while (I wish )
希望還能和你說說話，哪怕只有一會兒 (我希望)
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
希望能找到不讓自己哭出來的方法
As time goes by (I wish, I wish as time goes by)
*隨著時間過去
And soon as you reach a better place (And soon as you reach a better place)
我知道 你已經去了一個更好的地方
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face (Still I'll give the whole world to see your face)
我願意以全世界 換得見你一面
And put my hands next to you
且把手放在你身邊
Now the hardest thing to do
現在才懂說再見是如此困難
Is say bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
*(It’s hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye
現在才懂說再見是如此困難
So come on somebody sing it with me
所以大家跟我一起唱吧
Wave your hands up high
把你的雙手舉高
Hey , this is for my peoples who just lost somebody
這是獻給那些失去摯愛的人們
So this is for everywhere
所以這是給所有人
You put your hand to the sky
把手舉高 伸向天空
We will never say good bye)
我們沒有說再見的機會了
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| 這是近來的作品
為了記念MJ而畫的
雖然我不是他的忠實歌迷
但我真的很欣賞他的演出
這成了我記憶中的一部份
還記得年少時代跟同學模仿他的Moonwalk
真希望有一天能看見他在天國的黃金街上Moonwalk 
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做不到乾淨沒雜質
至少還保有誠實
我是...半透明的
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